Wednesday, March 4, 2009
7:07 PM ● rants


i seriously can't understand
why do u put so much pressure on me
i noe i didn't work hard
i tried my best
i'm gonna work hard
but why are so many things making me stressed
i seriously can't take it
everything about me make me feel weak
i wanna sit down and cry
like what i'm doing now
thinking back about the past
do u still need to scold me
i knew it
i knew u scold me to make me learn from my mistakes
i knew i am
just that i didn't put it much effort
i'm trying to do it
but i really can't.
i doesn't want to go op too
i really don't
but it's giving me pain
i really can't bear it
i'm really trying my best
to stop it
and i meant it
just that jie and kor didn't reach ur expectations
doesn't mean i had to do well
i'm indeed trying best to fulfil ur wishes
i am trying to aim for my goal
i am doing what i can do
but i really can't take it
i need an encouragement
now
and not scoldings
gah
i shouldn't feel that way
i knew i can't
gah
i have to act strong in front of u all
and become weak inside
i'm not supposed to be like that
and i want everyone to know the real me



pls ignore the top part ;D

i will end the post with a smile(:

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )