Wednesday, July 29, 2009
8:17 PM ● council(:

the day starts as per normal. champs lesson was nice=D it was like playing life game:D

didn't go for sci supp D: arghh.. nvm

okay. main topic. COUNCIL

today, when i went to the council board to see the results. i stunned and was super sad. i don't know why. i almost cried and i was seeing eugene's face lar. omgggg
i don't know when i became so sensitive haix. junianti and felicia's post really makes me wanna cry and reflect on council .

when i first step in council. the only few ppl i'm close with was elizabelle and felicia. the place i sat during my 1st agm in LT was all the yr5s and 4s. yijia, geraldine, hester and many more. they started to introduce to me and i was quite surprised. then many internal stuffs happened and then the 29th council ppl had to leave. geraldine was like : huh? why they leave like that? can't we like let them stay for a while? at that time. i didn't feel anything .
when i got into spirits, i was kinda scared. i didn't want to dance and i didn't want to cheer. mr yeo said he want those xiao ding dong ppl in spirits. i believed i can do it. and i did it. i changed a lot because of spirits.

yr2 councillors. they are the closest to me. junianti, felicia, joey. they are all my best friends:D the others are also nice too and i had great time talking to them. the first time i help for council is when we had to paint and draw the RVSC logo on the can. i didn't know anyone at first and was super quiet. i look around and i only know those who are chairpersons. i was being timid.
however now, they are my motivation. i don't want anyone to leave but we have to accept the fact. there's always something we have to let go at a point so we can't regret.
i was sad. i cried.
all the good memories are etched in my heart. the new term is starting and i really can't bear to leave 30th council.
maybe our yr2s are very bonded.
and i really agree with that.
with a few ppl coming in.
i hated it
i really hated it
but i can't be that selfish.
yes i can't feel that way
i wanted to congrats them that they got into sc. i'm willing to welcome them
but something is pulling me back
and that is friendship
my friends in council
eugene is leaving. from spirits from council
i really can't imagine it
from felicia and me to benson and eugene
we had great fun in skm and we really enjoyed ourselves
we did unbelievable stuffs during the competition.
the competition really makes me learn a lot.

i need to let it go
we really need to let it go
stop all the tears from flowing.
i miss 30th council
i will always miss 30th council

went vivo with cynthia, felicia, benson, eugene, pris and zimin
we had talk. i was telling felicia that this was the 1st gathering that i really enjoyed. but
cynthia is leaving, eugene is leaving.
i miss them
all in all
30th council rocks the world
yr2 councillors will always be yr2 councillors=D

AND ZHIQUN YOU BETTER BE ONE nxt yr:D

hahas. i cried a lot today. i just can't stoP><

let's post pics(: to end this post


:D panasonic booth at vivo. LOL

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )